Why do i always seem to screw things up?
seriously, everything lately has been at my hand.
If i ask a simple question, its turned into a big drama
and they end up ignoring me. Or if I act a certain way,
people analyse it and jump to conclusions. And I'm
sick to death of it. I know it sounds stupid or whatever.
but all the arguments or whatever have been because ive
either asked the wrong question, or act differently.
its.friggen.crazy.

Sa-weeet

I haven't written for a while.
ever since a few saturdays ago or something crazy like that.
so i feel the need to document my life, once again :)

On sunday I went to 12:two.
JUST after i finished doing my English assignment, individual report for business AND the group assignment for business. Handed all in on Monday, and presented my group assignment today with Timmy and Nat. What a business lesson that was. Sat with Timmy and giggled like little girls about "hair on a head" *giggles*. And accusing sharnii of going through my pencil case :)

Recess and Lunch were pretty sweet tho.
spend lunch in the library, clinic (for sharni to take her magnesium) and on the grass near the parking lot.
Alex started singing so i walked away to find elle, riona and dani on their stairs at B block. (haha sorry alex, you know I love your singing). followed by jake who felt bad leaving me to walk all by my lonesom self. :) NOBODY ELSE FOLLOWED THO... NOOOOOO :)
i also mistook jack saying "poor tree" as "poulty"
haha, I have hearing problems.
so overall it was a good day.
pretty
friggen
sweet

should probs go cry over my sose assignment now.
i mean um.... do my sose assignment now.
if you know what i mean ;)
haha

that ones for you timmy man :)
haha *waves*

URGH

i am sick today.
woke up this morning and i was like URRGH! PAIN!
so therefore- I is not at school.
in some ways- i love school. its when I can interact and stuff with the people that don't go to youth coz they have to work *COUGH JAKE COUGH*
but then I hate the work- I think i'd rather a shit load of homework then assignments. for the simple fact that we don't have to do more than 20minutes on each subject :D when with assignments i usually do 5890876568909865 hours. :S

I started my business assignment- that ive hated ever since miss doggett gave us the briefing.
and its due monday :O
and I can't do it Friday night, saturday morning or sunday afternoon (thats if I decide to go to church) so i am currently in the process of wording it/researching my occupation.

today was alright, I guess. aside from the fact i feel like crap and my assignments are giving me the shits. I talked to sharnii for a little bit. before she LEFT ME to go party in sunnybank.

I am waiting for 3.30, as thats when most of the people come on to cyber world after a loooong hard days labour :D

Indifference

this is pretty much a bitch blog..

ive been trying to get these two people to like each other.
both of which mean a lot to me.
and one is open to it.
the other one is completely closed.
and all i want is for them two to get along.
even if they arent friends.
i dont want them to hate each other.
it makes it INCREDIBLY difficult on me when both of them dont get along.
im stuck in the middle.
and ive tried to get them to even have a convo with each other.
and they cant even manage that.
they are both close to me, and im not going to reveal who they are (although some people already know)
and im in the middle of it all.
im sick of it.
im sick of everything.